cherry blossom...sakura

New life, new enviroment and new frens...

2010-07-06T18:14:00.002+08:00

I have been here for like two months already if i am not mistaken.
Gone through lots...and lots of stuff starting from laughter to tears....lots of tears...

I once thought i am a strong , tough and unemotional.
When i first came here, it proves that i am wrong. Drop dead wrong,

Life for the first few weeks here sucks....i mean yeah really very extremely sucky that could make you cry in second. But not just me, everybody has the same experiance here.
Adapting to a totally new enviroment is just the hardest thing to do for the moment being .
Especially when i missed home alot.

However, there are still friends around here who at least gave me so hope to go on here.
still, life isn't easy when u have to go through the seperation after a few weeks bonding here.
A few week bonding is like for years here which i do not know why =.=
when amy left for JPA, thats the one and only moment which i could cry because of her.......
Emotion gone WILD here......

u can laugh , emo, felt lonely, frustrated or go hyper in any moment . Cannot even blame my PMS here =.=

Although life is hard here, i learnt a lot here.
It does changed me a bit even for a short moment here.
I do admit the facilities and spaces around here is more than average but ignore the cleanliness =.=
and the lecturers here are superb =) better than tuition teachers in KL haha....
i enjoyed learning here and enjoyed getting the knowledge i gained here just that the syallabus is is bloody fast and everyday i am chasing it =.=

my maths has worsen as i paid too much attention to my "favourite subject" BIOLOGY here =)

UPS is coming and i will be home!!!!! XD

=.=

2010-04-01T19:44:00.002+08:00

ok...i know this blog is dead...thats because i am partially dead too =)

for this few months, nothing really speacial happen except the results day and the "money" giving day =)

i don't actually know how ppl survie at home without working or studying, kinda torturing.

days flew right in ur eyes liek nobody business...and its april now 0.O

yeah, the goals after spm vanished (the diet plan). coz i do love food very much XD

but i will still try to control before the comdition worsen XD

interview is next monday......3 more days left?

i just hope that i will meet a good panel that will take it easy on me XD

partial of me do hope that i could get the scholarships too so that my mummy will jumpo over the moon and stop worrying bout money and my future =)
just a smile form her face will make everything worthy =)

=.= so, i really hope my dear god will bless me =)

=.=

2010-03-16T14:06:00.001+08:00

oh...now i just feel like abandoning my blog,
co i dun feel any interesting happen to me anyway...
i was wif my computer since this morning...
finding for scholarships and busy filling all the application forms,
haiz , hope that at least i will get one,
but interviews will be so scary for me =.=

2010-03-08T13:48:00.000+08:00

i wan to study =.=
felt useless at home.
although i did many stuff....

Work...

2010-02-11T23:25:00.003+08:00

Working is something that nobody can run away with it.

It is one of the human's responsibility to survive and appreciate the life given by the god and our own parents.

Work can be fun or gruesome.

I do hope with all my heart that my future work will be fun and worth doing it for my whole life.

I am working part time for the moment being.

It truly made me learn that it is very important to find the work you truly love.

yeah, with passion doing it everysingle day.

haiz, today's work was scary. the one who work with me at the primary level took leave =.=

i was working all alone at that level. In the afternoon, it was okay. I can still handle it.

But....

after 8, 0.o ppl just kept on rushing in TOGETHER ( =.= they dun bother coming other time)

i almost fainted....haiz, working like a robot is not a fun thing to do .

I am just glad that my senior who is beside me helped me out. Even the boss came to help =)

=.=

the day finally ended. Phiew......

and holiday for the next week!

i am preparing for the CNY wif my mummy since last week.

i knew what she bought and i help out a lot.

Thats why i kinda anticipated for the CNY this year.

hope it will be fun =)

Happy chinese new year yeah everybody!

to huicin who is in london too!

i am 18 =)

2010-01-14T22:42:00.004+08:00

i am officially 18 today.
my mum wanted to surprise me with a durian birthday cake ,
but she failed,
and i have to get the cake from the shop myself....
wat a surprise.....

i was working the whole day today in Kumon.
My first ever birthday present today was from a kid in Kumon named farn ern.
He has the same birthday as me and brought me some snacks as present.
He remembered my birthday =)
It was so sweet and touching =)
i wanted to take his picture but i was busy working =)
i shall find a chance to take his pic next time XD

my birthday wishes for this year?
PLs god....let me had full A plus this year so that i can have scholarships for m,y studies.
=.= i hate seeing my parents worrying bout money =.=
haiz...

=(

2009-11-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

Why she have to be like this....
i love her so much but it seems that she is always dissatisfied.
i am no superman or steel woman.
i am a normal human beings who have FEELINGS.
WORDS can kill a person. mentally.
The wound deepen when it is from somebody that you deeply care about.

She thought she is the one and only person who understand me well
I dun think so ........

i just dunno why every time she brings up the word ,
my tears just fell out uncontrollable.
i could not really stand it.

the worst thing is .....
i cannot hate her.....=.=
or take revenge....

the only thing i could do is to keep quiet.......and really quiet........

=)

2009-11-02T15:19:00.002+08:00

Is pretty fun at school today....
When you are stuck in a small ,stuffy room for some time,
you will start missing school i guess?
will you?
to get some fresh air, talk and laugh with your friends....
thats the best memories you could get in highschool and no other place.

In fact, most of the working people missed their high schools a lot.
And yeah. i will miss it a lot too =)
coz i love every single people in my school.
so about five weeks more to say bye bye to high schools.
Tell wat you wan to tell and do wat you wan to do
or you would never able to do it any more =)

actually at the same time, i felt pretty happy when spm is getting nearerXD
means it will end soon!
my sims 3 missed me so much too =))

=.=

2009-10-09T12:08:00.000+08:00

haiz the stupid c will haunt me forever.
no mood blogging. have to study =.=

XD

2009-09-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

back from malacca.
nice vacation, cut out those frustrated moment.
took a lot of pictures, coz thats the only thing i can do.
will upload "if" i an free =)
yeah, ate a lot too.
nyonya food is the best, plus all the satay celup and those stuff but about the chicken rice balls.......i definitely has no idea why it is famous....it is just .....rice in the shape of balls...=.=
but overall, i do love the jonker street!
lots of nice stuff that you cannot find in KL.
should go there wif frens sometimes coz you can shop wif no restriction....and do not bring guys along when you wan to shop.
traffic there are pretty crazy too......

PS: i bought ur dodol as promise. will give you when skul reopen, just remind me yeah=)
i was finding for it during the whole vacation=.=....you should really thank me =)

=.=

2009-09-07T16:07:00.002+08:00

yeah....the first week of exam has passed.
first week was nice and relaxing.
and now the second week is here!
hell!
bio is on wednesday and i dun know how to cope with it =.=
with sejarah. its a worse week.
but you see.after trial. EIGHT WEEKS more then it will be the real one.
when you are having a major exam , time passes even faster.
coz we have a goal i guess. =)

mum just "knocked" my head for a moment yesterday.
it makes me think what i should choose to be after school.
=.= i dun like to think about it.
i will keep on thinking bout it but i dun seems to get the answers and i duno why.
could somebody just pop up and say to me "yee wen, you are terrific in XXXXX, you definitely should be a XXXXX"
haih....it will never happen.....=.=
i shall back to my place.
"the study table =.="

cousin wedding =)

2009-08-18T10:27:00.002+08:00

kids singing .

shouting .

nd running makes the wedding better i guess.

both of the bride and bridegroom are pretty and handsome aren't there?

haha, i have fun =)

but i guess i will feel weird when my siblings or cousin who play wif me since small get marry one day.

i am like growing up physically not mentally.

still feel that i am immature inside =.=

times really fly too fast. haiz...

i hope both of them will live happily ever after=)

for i shall continue to study =.=

=)

2009-08-04T17:44:00.001+08:00

i love my mum =)

=.=

2009-08-04T09:52:00.002+08:00

maybe i am being overly sensitive,
i try hard to calm myself down.
yeah, when you see me being really quiet.
i am trying hard to control my feelings.
i am not the kind of person who show all my feelings out.
i dun wan to do or act without thinking.
so i remained quite. so that i won be blinded by my anger=.=

it may be a little thing for you.
dun ask me why. coz i ,myself do not know why.
for what you say or did have just leave a little scratch in my heart.

"heart are meant to be broken"
thats what i heard,
when your heart are broken into pieces,
family will be the one and only one ,
that will mend it,fix it and make it a brand new one,
then it will be ready to be broken once again.
time after time, we will eventually know
what is the most important thing in the journey of our life.

=.=.....still sick

2009-08-02T13:52:00.002+08:00

haih, i thought i got better yesterday.
but it seems that the stupid fever does not wan to go away from me....
it comes wif coughing and flu.
now i have to wear the mask at home =.=
damn hot wei....but i am quite use to it d.....

my sis went to PC fair today....she is getting her laptop!
means i can play wif it also! wakakakka.....
anyone knows where to buy original EA games in malaysia?
=.= its hard to find and i dun wan to order online coz i duno how =)

tata!

=.=

2009-08-01T14:46:00.002+08:00

i am sick......
but its not H1N1 =)
but it still scares my mum =(
school closed. i will cherish the time and study!
but let me rest for few day first =.=

Ps: updated for the woman and the man =)

random pics XD

2009-07-17T15:36:00.008+08:00

=) i wan to make it a plushie
love pn .ramlah =) she rocks!

=) the class won be complete without them =)

i just love this pic =)

my english teacher XD

us! damn suuny wei that time.

XD i will study harder and harder!!!!

=) BYE haha....

=)

2009-07-02T16:59:00.003+08:00

Love talking to pn. ramlah =) she is a one wise woman who loves to share her knowledge wif us.

bio class today =D learn alot talking to the guys XD

laugh alot too.

today's koko is not bad. making banner =)

and i love the banner vicky made...haha...my job is just talking. so thats why it is so fun =)

bio class

2009-06-25T19:22:00.002+08:00

having a photographer in the class is always the bestXD

love olivia!!!

the best photographer ever!

XD

2009-06-11T10:07:00.003+08:00

XD addicted to facebook restaurant XD

=.= can't concentrate when i open my book.

i kept on doing other things while i am studying.

my working "mood" is no t on yet i guess.

=.= will try to get back on my book.

the sims 3 is out!!!

but i will have to wait till after exam =.=

Ampang riverside

2009-06-09T17:33:00.006+08:00

My mummy

my cute little ethan XD

my fatty bro

nice view without the rubbish

Went to the ampang riverside near my house. A natural free swimming pool. cooling and refreshing =)

play wif little Ethan and his bro......=) damn cute....

had a lot of fun but i am angry wif how the ppl's attitude there.

the young ones (a group of guys) , they actually smoke there and threw their cigarette to the river.

there were quite number of rubbish in some place.

so sad seeing a beautiful scenery destroy by human beings who do not actually know how to throw their rubbish properly although they have brain =.=

i think not long the river will be another polluted one that you can never play in it anymore.

we should really have a campaign about "throwing rubbish in the right place"

they should be punished for what they have done =.=

=)

2009-06-05T19:09:00.003+08:00

Went to the book fair yesterday at mines.
yeah....a pretty empty mall that's make you feel bored there.
i dun really like shopping so i prefer watching movie although the movie choices are extremely limited.
i tot we are watching monster and alien but as my brother requested to watch night in the museum 2.....
i just let it be...
i like the movie and dun feel like watching cartoon anyway....
so yeah...i watched the movie twice and i still loves AMY ADAMS!!!!
her expressions in the movie is awesome =)
wish to be like her one day.

the book fair was mainly chinese books.......english books are only at the MPH area =.=
i still think that the popular book fair is far more better and the stuff are much cheaper.

failed to buy the book my mum wans, which i am curious to noe wats the content of the book,
its SOLD OUT =.=
i went around asking for the book wif pang.

damn hungry after the fair, we went to somekind of japanese restaurant to eat our lunch.
i can't really enjoy the food coz i got my gastric which is quite rare for a person who loves to eat like ME XD.

sorry vicky, for not going to midvalley wif you.
i am extremely super tired who wants to go home badly seeing how bored the mall is.
if its in pavillion or ts...maybe i will stay =D
sorry yeah=)

=) outdated pics

2009-06-02T11:01:00.009+08:00

In my uncle's house
He just loves taking pictures even when he is eatingXD

Our tiramisu!!!!

did i really look like my brother?

you can see shimun's eye is there haha like hantu

the puff from vicky ng

Vicky's tiramisu and "chiu pai siu yong"

my favourite pic. shimun is good at taking pics

Wanted to showed the distorted fat takeshi drawing i did haha...but i din upload it.

tried to draw amy adams yesterday, but failed....it look distorted also.

will keep on practising =D

night in the museum 2

2009-05-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

yeah...watched that wif pang today and i think it is awesome=D
superb...make me love amy adams even more....she look damn cool in it =D
if there is a museum as cool as there ....i dun mind being a normal guard there XD

>choong<

NATM 2

2009-05-31T18:48:00.005+08:00

Went out wit yw today after tuition =)
Plan to watch terminator salvation and night at the museum 2 but ended up watching NATM2 only bcos there is only one last row left for terminator salvation. =(
NATM2 was nice but i still wanna watch terminator salvation.
CANNOT must grab vic to watch terminator salvation with me on thurs. I oso wanna watch angels and demons but too bad it's 18pl.

We saw a lot of artist today aunt lai ming, Love 18 actors and actress. Wanna take pic with aunt lai ming but she's talking to her grandchildren i think.

Wee..gonna go karaoke and bowling wit sis tomorrow. I just figure out tat i hav a lot of outings tis week. haha but next week i am gonna get back to my books and homeworks.

So vicky...come come, let's go watch =)
Hope u have a nice trip sin hui cin don't forget my souvenir XD

Pang

cooking trip to shi mun's house XP

2009-05-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

went to shi mun's house wif vick today....
been cooking all the long ....(i mean them)
haha i was just looking at them going out and in the kitchen all the time....
standing there lost.....
but i did help to wash all the dishes and clean their mess coz i am afraid of ants =)

they cooked spagetti, cream puff and we cooked the tiramisu together =)
vicky is so good at whipping the cream, shimun the chocolate and me...washing the dish XD

opened three movie...the first one was like o.0.....i waste my money on the "art film"
but wateva la....we did enjoy eating ,drinking and chatting throughout the whole day.
its much better than going VI....haha

yeah...took a lot of pics but later .....i go play the restaurant now =D

>CHOONG<

=D

2009-05-29T20:20:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeee................
i am soooooooooo happyyyyyyyy today....
sometimes little things can make u really happy like wat happen today.
all goes according to plan and i got wat i wan....=)
good day, except for the boring part this morning.
the afternoon is awesome...

-hope that everyday will be like today-

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-05-27T15:49:00.007+08:00

Zi xin who look serious in sivic's paper

Meng yew is not moving throughout the exam.....

drew during sivic's exam =)

(wat we did during bio's class)

CNY family photo

(got it from my mum's phone)

=.=

2009-05-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

only physic and account next week.
its better coz physic is better than bio =)
today plan to study physic then tomolo account
but it failed anyway.
coz i am having stomach ache the whole day.
damn wad the hell.
my mood to study is gone. totally.
i just wan to sleep and do everything tomolo. =.=
hope can finish everything tomolo.
i always failed to study in a saturday.

=D

2009-05-14T14:50:00.003+08:00

Relaxing for a while here and resume my studies later

=P
last sunday was mother's day and my dad birthday

=) he is a funny guy that i love very much =)

Happy birthday yeah dad! XP

have addmaths today. ppl say i look pale after the exam. yeah i am very blur everytime exam for math or addmaths.

screwed paper2 and i hope my marks for paper 1 will balance it.

=.= next week i will be dead.....

personality test

2009-05-05T17:21:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long

=.=

2009-05-02T15:57:00.003+08:00

Olivia took nice pictures =)

without using nice cameras...

i think the add maths project is quite stupid.

"write a brief history about Pi"

=.= means i have to read everything and summarise it

exam coming and my fire to study have not ready yet though =.=

a bigger one summore but exam could be fun also.

no homework and you can sleep during skul hours =)

Merentas Desa

2009-05-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

the best one ever i had.

maybe becoz it is the last one we will have.

i enjoy every moment of it.

coz my class ppl are so cooperative and the milk tea thing is a success=)

=.= i got number 31 this year. it was so near but i am pretty glad and proud of myself for just stopping for two times.

i ran wif levi all the time

i have my full focus this time by just looking at the floor, and that made the jogathon end pretty quickly.

i fall in love wif jogging now....feel like doing it again but there will be no more next year.

will there be any in college or uni?

i hope got=) i will be the first one to run=) although i am not really great but i enjoy the process=)

and happy bout it=)

thanks to my wonderful skul and i love ya!

and my class too!

XD

2009-04-29T18:31:00.002+08:00

the after exam feeling was great.
no books, no study, no homework =)
tv, games and storybooks =D

today skul, we din study at all, as a reward after exam i guess.
ppl were so exciting bout tomolo merentas desa day.
the whole...ok not really the whole class have been doing posters and flyers on wat to sell tomolo
=) especially jacky...who is jumping around like monkey being so proud of his poster XD
we all were really happy this morning. laughing and relaxing =)

i wonder how long will this last?

high schools will only be once and after that we will have to face the reality of life.

no more laughing over stupid jokes.

no more jumping, running or fooling around like monkey.

but still, i will appreciate the times that are left now, for making more more valuable ,unforgettable memories of my high school =)

PS: go to 5cendana stall and buy something tomolo! stall no. 14

F1 grandprix sepang

2009-04-10T23:25:00.005+08:00

XD

2009-04-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

had quite a lot of fun today.
I laugh more than ever being in my class now.
coz my classmates are all crazy ppl.
and the teachers are ......some are i mean ....accept our craziness
today was very free coz most of the teachers are not here =D
planned for class t shirt and i found it to be very interesting so i dumped my add maths and do it wif them =D
Nadzirah sengal.
Kacau me when i am really into my bio book. forcing me to hide from her.=P
"Remember to bring the layer cake i tell you!"
izazi gave me sweets =) and i found out that all the ppl that came back from sarawak will surely buy the pepper sweets which are not really nice coz it tasted very weird like you are eating sweets wif pepper =.=
practise for st. john thingy. haha
i found out we did pretty good in "keluar baris" coz we wanted to keluar baris very much =P

=.= bio is very hard to finish......took me a day for a chapter.......

Earth Hour.

2009-03-27T15:21:00.002+08:00

28March2009

8.30-9.30

Save the earth by just a small move.

Shut off your lights and see the difference =)

PS: don cha think its so exciting to do something that everybody will do together? how memorable=)

Super long tag=P

2009-03-27T13:43:00.003+08:00

What would your name be with the first three letters?
cho? =.= i duno wats that

When is your birthday?
14/1

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
maybe later a bit.

Did you have a good day?
its good if thats doesn't happen...just that something not really good happened and it changed everything.

How many children do you want?
2. if i am rich enuf...it will be four

What are your plans for the weekend?
finish my chemistry studies and do addmaths

If you could move right now what would you do?
go to sleep or do some exercises

Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
its okay....but it could be better...

What do you currently hear right now?
erm....some tv sound from some boring cooking show

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
EXAM.....i dun wan to get another C =.=

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
i guess so. =) i would like to be one.

Do you believe in love?
erm....50%..TV are perceiving....it may be fake or true..bit i hope its true=) it will be interesting

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
hmmm....depends on how is the partner..

Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
i guess so....

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
hmmmm nope?

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
nope. that be will so sad.

Have you ever liked anyone that had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nope. admire maybe.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
wat to believe about?if you wan to celebrate just go on la.

Are you someone who worries too often?
kinda. i worry about anything. even about a small thing like i can't find my school books

Would you ever donate blood?
i will if the process are safe enuf...there are cases where the nurses din change the needle and that causes HIV to spread.

Was last New Year’s enjoyable?
the CNY is better. more food and more money =D

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with H, A, S, B, M, N, T, or J?
nope. not any.

What are you doing right now?
eating bihun.

Do you drink water?
=.= stupid question.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
yes. coz i will continue thinking why they hate me. there must be an appropriate reason.
What was the last thing you cried about?

Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
no.

Do you have a favorite flavor of gum?
not really.

Have you ever been hit on through text message?
yup.

Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?
sour.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
nope. 6 hours

Do you want to see somebody right now?
i would like to c all my idols =) and say hi to them =DDDD

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
nope. i just have a fight wif her for throwing tissues to me. my cousin sis.=.=

Do you listen to songs when you’re down?
yeah. best solution. music are magic=)

Do you get mad easily?
kinda.

Are you are an argumentative person?
yeah. absolutely. but depends to who.

Are your ears gauged?
?

How did you feel when you woke up today?
"uh...i have to wake up....i woke up late 15 minutes!"

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
half an hour.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
nope.

What’s in your pocket?
nothing.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
wat pott??

What kind of pants are you wearing?
short old jeans pants wif a mickey mouse pic on my butt

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
yup.

Are you currently employed?
nope.

Have you ever been kissed in a bedroom?
nope.

Is there someone you will never forget?
yeah...my families

Do you like somebody right now?
nope.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
nope.

How do you vent anger?
hmmm.....listen to music

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
my sis=)

phiew...damn long....
>CHOONG<

Taggggg

2009-03-21T18:27:00.003+08:00

What would your name be with the first three letters?
Pan. lol like cooking pot.

When is your birthday?
15/11

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
Hope so.

Did you have a good day?
2 detective conan movies at home and homeworks. consider good?

How many children do you want?
Erm..not sure but will certainly have 1.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Tuition and tuition then go home sleep. XD

If you could move right now what would you do?
i'm moving...typing words...

Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
Not really. I'm getting lazy nowadays. don't feel like studying.=(

What do you currently hear right now?
Relatives talking downstairs.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
April...no comment.

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
lol. how would i know?

Do you believe in love?
Definitely yes.

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Yes.

Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
Yes i think. haha.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
*nodding*

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
Nonononono.

Have you ever liked anyone that had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Idol consider? yes. XD

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Hai.

Are you someone who worries too often?
Yes i worry a lot just tat nobody knows.

Would you ever donate blood?
Yes if i can gain my weight to 45kg.

Was last New Year’s enjoyable?
Not really just sit in front of the computer. lol.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with H, A, S, B, M, N, T, or J?
Nope.

What are you doing right now?
Typing. lol.

Do you drink water?
Of course I do if not i wouldn't be alive.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Yes.

What was the last thing you cried about?
Storybook. Rage of angels.

Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
No...

Do you have a favorite flavor of gum?
Mint

Have you ever been hit on through text message?
Yeah.

Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?
Sweet. But if sour den sweet also not bad.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Yes =) more than 9 hours.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yea...baby cousin...so cute..

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
Last person i held hands with? Friends? No...

Do you listen to songs when you’re down?
Yes, i would listen to sad songs and sing along with it.

Do you get mad easily?
Sometimes.

Are you are an argumentative person?
Yes.

Are your ears gauged?
no.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
"Why i have to wake up now? my alarm hvn even rings. =( I shuld have wake up at 10. "

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
Sometimes very long sometimes very fast.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
No. bro consider?

What’s in your pocket?
Nothing.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
No?

What kind of pants are you wearing?
short pants.

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
Yea, two over one going to.

Are you currently employed?
Does working for my dad counts?

Have you ever been kissed in a bedroom?
No.

Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes unless i got amnesia.

Do you like somebody right now?
Yes. kim bum! XD

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
Yes.

How do you vent anger?
Crying.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Myself? haha

Hu...finally! such a long tag.

-Pang-

=D

2009-03-19T11:08:00.002+08:00

I finish 90% of my homework!
i will just have to wait for the bio textbook.
=.= teacher gave pretty a lot of homework this time.
i have to stay up pretty late for a few days to finish it up.
Din manage to touch my reference books or do some exercise yes.
maybe i rather do homewrok than study.=.=

holidays gonna end soon.
and we have like 4 weeks till our next exam.
i have to really wake up this time=.=
i can't always fool around haih....

Outdated photos=)

2009-03-14T17:43:00.005+08:00

yunji(XD i noe the head damn big)

the twins=)

the lady who shouted in the public=)

=)

Good times pass away really quickly. Times that are not appreciated will be a regret later. Why are human starting to appreciate only when time are going to be a limit?

I hope that we can still have outing like that after the end of high school or even university.

=)promise yay?

Happy+sad=Happysad

2009-03-13T23:05:00.004+08:00

Happy and sad things do happen in life and it's happy but at the same time sad. lol. sob.

Happy =)

1. HOLIDAYS!!! XD
2. Can go out
3. Bro II is going to USA (weird thing is I did not cry like last time)
4. I will get souvenirs
5. I can't watch drama
6. I will have time to study
7 Jo's and Eunice's b'day is coming!
8. I got passed for JLPT

Sad =(

1. We have lots of holiday's homework to complete
2. Have to go to hc's hse to do the pearl
3. I couldn't see him for half a year
4. But it's after 6 months =(
5. But no I have to study T.T
6. But i need to go to yw's hse to do 8 hours of accounts which is torturing( yw, when r u free?)
7. I still dunno wat to buy for them.
8. I can't attend Basic 2 class.

Anyone, karaoke? I wanna go! I need to shout out!

-Pang-

Sports day XD

2009-03-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

It will be our last sport day. but we still can come to the sports day together next year ya!=)
I like the glasses=)

WEE....after perbarisan...luckily the weather is good on that day.

i loveee....sapphire maskot. she look so cool isn't she?

i was busy covering my plaster but it didn't work.=.=

Amethyst RULEZ!!!!!

Sports day on yesterday was the best of the best

It will be my last sports day in this skul but i totally enjoyed it.

coz amethyt look cool that day.

=.= although we dun win the perbarisan thing.

i still so "chadoa" bout the "A" sign thingy. they cut our marks becoz of that.

They can't even think properly that who will actually show a vulgar sign in a competition.

they all thought we are stupid ppl i guess.=.=

but anyway we still get champion throughout the sports day =D

i am proud of it...haha.

>CHOONG<

=DDDDDDD Kawad Kaki!!!

2009-02-27T08:48:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun during the kawad kaki practise yesterday!
Damn rockSSSS!!!
coz it was raining and we are sort of trapped under the tent surrounded by the super heavy rain.
=D we get to take pictures also!!!!
i have never been outdoor when the rain is heavy but it is so fun!
it will be a splendid memory for my secondary skul....making me missing it even more.
I dun care bout winning or losing( but of coz winning will be better la)
At least i have so much fun and made so much memories.

=.= yesterday my face was swollen and everybody thought i got bitten.
i went to the doctor and it was another thing like the one i have on my thigh.
duno why this time would be on my face.
the doctor use some scissors-like thingy and went deep into my skin and then pull all the " NANAH" out .
o.0 i was so shocked when he even lift up his apparatus.
damn pain wei.
after that he start scaring me again saying i might have scar or a dimple like thingy appear on my face after the wound heal. 0.o...but it will be just a dot la. =.=
doctor love scaring ppl....each time i went there he scared me.
so i have to skip skul coz scare my face will got infection and i will still go for the practise coz it is FUN=D
i just hope all of them dun look at me like i am a stranger or somehow.=.= haih...
plss......i dun wan to have a swollen face tomolo......=.=

>CHOONG<

Boys Over Flower =D

2009-02-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

OMG!! hav u watched boys over flower(hana yori dango korean version)? It's nice! Japanese version one is nice too. Korean one they add up 1 n 2 so it's longer. I hate the part tat doumyouji(jun pyo) hold the wrong girl's hand.

And kim bum(yi jung in drama) is so cute.haha. now jo won't say anything now if i say cute again instead she will clap hand with me.lol. but he changed his hair style and become mature d. I'm excited to know ga eul and yi jung's relationship. Hope they can hav a good ending not like the japanese one. Min ho cried. so sad.

Second from left is kim bum.

Ga eul, i think she's cute.

Hurray! next monday is holiday. i can finally go watch movie. but i had watched one last saturday.lol. yw, benjamin button is 3 hours?

Pang

=DDD

2009-02-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

I won a consolation prize for some GSC contest wei!!!!
i got the t shirt i wan =DDDDD
And my ALEX is in it also ahahahahhaa=D

=.=

2009-02-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

Both of them are making me a huge headache.
I am not good in keeping secrets and both of them made me to do so.

Can they just sit and talk properly?
=.= huh....i dun wan to care bout them anymore......

Memories =)

2009-02-09T10:53:00.000+08:00

Random pictures of the beginning of the year. not in particular orders...=)

Grandma's birthday( huge family members)

Huge project by me & Pang =)

Vicky's pressie

House visits by N9 ppl...=)

Son Goku

Kampung ....my favourite place
the snack's store!

Cycling in kampung

My birthday pizza!!!!

My cousin...

Kampung.....

Cousin=)

Baby maskot

Ping Pong room

=.=

2009-01-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

I will finish up everything before chinese new year!!!
so i can fully enjoy this week =D
coz i noe that they will be no other relaxing holiday for this year =.=
i felt so lazy i duno why.
have even started to read something =.=
i was busy loading you tubes video for the whole week.
it is one of my plan for the "balik kampung" period so that i won be that boring =D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!
everyone.....
after sunday u all can grab a bite on every type of the CNY cookies and open all the can drinks!!!!
and get lots and lots of angpau too!!!!!

CNY coming!!!!!

2009-01-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

wooooo....
my mum prepared a lot of cookies and drinks.
can't wait to open it. =D
been busy loading "we got married" these past few days.
EP 13 alex and shinae is back wei!!!!
i will load everything so that i can watch it when i balik kampung.
=D =D =D

=.= .....reluctant to do my homework now.....

>CHOONG<
ps: vicky...i duno wat happen to u but cheer up yeah? =)

TEST=D

2009-01-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Thanks =)

2009-01-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

Thanks for everyone of you who wishes me and gave a present.
i really appreciated it.
i love everyone of u guys!
i love all the presents that you all gave me=)

thanks shi mun and jacky for ur purse.
jacky, yeah you are a very gud fren. XD

thanks farah for the thing you made.
all the pics are so nice. thanks =)

thanks pang, jo and yeen hoong for ur hilarious cd and photo.
i LOVEEEEE it.
damn nice.
pang, i was shocked wheni have to read all the chinese word you wrote.
but fortunately i managed to understand all.=)

thanks cs for the note book. i always wanted an empty note book.
but i will not tear the first page. =D

thank vicky, levi and nadz for ur present that i will get later =)
i am so curious to know bout it.
vicky, wateva u made i will also like it so dun worry =)

thanks .....thanks .....thanks.....

>CHOONG<

HBYW

2009-01-14T19:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE WEN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE WRN!!!

... 生日快乐 ...

Hope you like the pressie!!! There's more coming tomorrow...
So did you get to eat your korean food?
Ok, I shall write this in chinese. haha.

钟依雯，十七岁了！时间过得可真快。转眼间，你已经不再是昔日的钟依雯了。你变了。变得成熟，变得更漂亮！身高也长高几寸了呢！别再说自己胖了啦！其实你并不胖。那算是标准吧？我在想，如果我们从没想遇，是两个不熟悉的陌生人，那我会不曾发现有你的存在！可能我们会从姐姐那里认识彼此。但很奇妙的你转学到了我们的学校。又很奇妙的在六年级那年变成了我的朋友。那时候我们并不知道，上了中学的我们会变成邻居甚至好朋友。在中一那年我们突然发现，原来我们的姐姐也是朋友。那时候我好兴奋哦！哈哈。不知不觉也作了将近6年的朋友了！虽然时间不是很长，但我相信我们可以一直走下去。今年是我们踏进学校的最后一年了。希望我们能够在 SPM 里拿全科 A 。祝你永远青春美丽！xD 要把cd收着哦！也要常常那出来听, 不然会发霉的。

p.s. hope you understand wat is written up dere. =)

Love <3,>
Pang

Skul reopen....

2009-01-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

Skul reopened a week....
i am kinda "high" first day..... laugh non-stop.
i love first day of skul.
full of surprises and refreshing.
but sadly it would be the last skul reopen day for me.
no more for year ahead.
I am quite satisfied with all the teachers we got for 5C
teachers are really important. they determined how your skul life would be for the whole year coz we have to face them like six hours in five days.
so a fun and good teacher would make ur skul life better.
=.= but unfortunately i heard that there would be changes "a bit"
that "a bit" is really scary.
i just hoped that all the teachers will remained....=.=

got a quite interesting essay this week.
" my perfect future husband"
i guess they whole form 5 got it.
haha. i am not really good in writing so it does take me quite long to finish it.
It can be easy or hard it depends.
i let the "two english teachers" whose sit beside me to correct my grammar.
i was so happy when they said my english did improve a bit. =D
yeah...truly very happy. =D

i was busy youtubing while doind my hw.
the korean reality show "we got married" which is a hit now is super nice.
i am at episode 5 now! haha....

>CHOONG<

=.=

2009-01-02T17:29:00.000+08:00

I still left bio report and physics graphs to do.
I was so "semangat". Woke up at nine and start my very first book in the very new year.
=.= bio. chapter 9. coz have to do the report.
OMG. it is so sleepy i tell u.
i read, drink green tea, go out and look for food, open the fridge then close and go back in.
i kept opening the fridge which i duno why and there is no food inside.
=.= coz i am too bored i guess.
so now.
onlining to do my work.
i am blady blank now.
i duno wat to do wif the report.
haih.....=.=

Happy B'day YH =)

2009-01-02T10:22:00.001+08:00

Scanning through last time pics and found this...

They look so cute...

me and eunice

Yeah!

Money!!!=) lol

And now, we r in form 5. So fast....So old...

Happy Birthday Yeen Hoong!!!

生日快乐!!!

Otanjoubi Omedetou!!!

Saengil chukha hamnida!!!

Selamat Hari Jadi!!!

Janam Din ki badhai!

One leaf is for FAITH... The second for HOPE...
The third for LOVE... And the fourth for LUCK!

Four-leaf Clover Poem
Author: Ella Higginson

I know a place where the sun is like gold,

And the cherry blooms burst with snow,

And down underneath is the loveliest nook,

Where the four-leaf clovers grow.

One leaf is for HOPE,

and one is for FAITH,

And one is for LOVE,

you know,

And GOD put another in for LUCK --

If you search,

you will find where they grow.

But you must have HOPE,

and you must have FAITH,

You must LOVE and be strong -- and so --

If you work,

if you wait,

you will find the place

Where the four-leaf clovers grow.

-pang-

2008 to 2009

2008-12-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

2008 is gonna end in just a few minutes.
In the same time, 2009 is coming.
Who said time pass by so slowly?
It's fast ok.
In just a few minutes i become older, become form 5.
And another few months, we will be sitting in a room, thinking hard for answers.

2008,
a year full of changes,
i m stil in d same class, but in form 4, my classmates are different, laughters are different, environment different, everything is not really the same.

We can only meet during recess, before and after school. I m so sorry for not waiting for you all to go to the canteen. Blame my stomach. It's grumbling. lol.

Most of us participated in f1 but not me, yh and eu. I feel sad sometimes when they r all not around. I am alone in class when cs,hc n jo went out. Luckily i hav sue ann. hahaha. she's really cute. but she's scary when u make her angry. n i hav yh n eu. but eu sometimes go to robotic. n me n yh are alone. sob.

It seems tat everyone in the gang hav problems. f1, friendship, chinese camp, family ... They said i m d one wit no drama. Mayb yes n mayb no. like wat yw the 'san po' said, scorpios r secretive. lol. But i do feel sad looking at them. I can oni stand by their side, smile at them, watch them...

N now it's 2009, i can hear the fireworks but i cant c them. lol. To everyone, Happy New Year!

-pang-

End of 2008 =.=

2008-12-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

since after PMR, my sis warned me about form four.
"It may be a year for all the changes, things that does not usually happpen , WILL happen on that year....so beware.."

I dun think much bout that. i was busy enjoying the days after PMR.
which is quite cool.
no worries.
no burden.
no Chemistry and BIO.
Just sleep , eat and play.
haha.....gained some weight from that too.

then prepare for skul reopens.
new books, new syllabus, new teachers and even a new class.
it was a shock at first when my class is changed to G.
o.O okay......but at least eunice was there wif me....
then they changed again.
went to C.
=.= then the drama happens.
bout the chairs and the placing bla bla bla.
we even went to meet the penolong kanan. =.=

its hard for me to adapt to the class at first.
its totally different wif my class years ago.
haha.....coz vicky always expressed her discontent to me.
then i am influnced too....=D
but the class is not really that bad.
haha...its make a good study enviroment.
peace and quiet coz wat they did everyday are....
SLEEPING.
haha....but talking to them make me gained different type of knowledge
haha...

but it is still hard for me...
hard for me to c all my frens drifted apart.
Looking at them performing in front on the stage.
and i am not with them anymore....
i used to be wif them and not anymore.....
feel like crying when i saw this.
saw how happy they were wif their classmates.
and all i can do is just look. and smile.....wishing i am part of them.

but ppl changes according to the surrounding.
and of course i did change a lot. 2008 is like a changing phase for everyone either for better or worse.
It is also a year that makes you learn more about reality.
about humanity.
about growing.
about letting go and seperating.

I admitted that i have been a coward and has low self esteem when i am in form 1 to 3.
I knew that my english is not that good. so i dare not to speak much in english.
that makes me to speak less especially in english class.
haha....thats why en.khari was shocked to see me speak in his room during f1 meeting.
he is shocked and i am quite happy becoz that shows that i have improve slightly and gained some confidence.

F1.....haha....like what chia sing says....i also duno why i entered it.
coz i am not active in coco during lower secondary.
like wat i said. i am afraid of everything.
then my sis encouraged me to joined more.
so i just simply joined as long as i have the coco marks wif me.
haha......that thoughts need a lot of sacrifice.=.=
truly and deeply need alot. =.=

but i do get alot of stuff from F1. (including the souvenirs...XD)
i learned to be independent.
i learned to speak more in english.
i learned how to make frens wif others.
i learned to express my self more
i learned to manage stuff.
i learned to scold ppl...haha(u noe who)

i get closer wif nadz and amy.
we laugh, we joke, we being jakun, we even fight.
do not forget that we constantly "SHARE" everything we know. XD (only between us)
i LOVE the national competition.
haha....that was like the sweetest journey we ever had. the funniest one. haha.
=.= we ate a lot during the com and even sacrifice our year end exam for that.
but it was truly a tired and rewarding journey =)
not to forget about the regional com.
the sweats, the insects, the food , the laughter , the frustration
and of course the N9 frens that we met. =)
will never ever forget the awlful asrama.

then the choral speaking.
i just enter becoz most of my frens did.
i dun even know why haha.
but i love the practise we have gone through although we got nothing.
i still think that we look cool during the com....
haha....and the mcdonalds too.....=)
coz all the members are crazy ppl , thats why XD

Pang's birthday was the best!
love it!
and the cupcakes are nice le....haha...

25 hours and 20 minutes,
it would be a goodbye to 2008.

2009 hmmm......
unpredictable year.
everyone will striving hard for SPM.
really hard.
and a very LAST year for us .
then it would be a BIG BYE BYE for everybody
=.= i can't imagine what would it be to be out from the buliding
that we sigh every morning before we go there.
and complain about how tired are we and made a lot of excuses
just becoz we hate it.
time DO fly like a super duper fast jet that wouldn't wait for u just becoz u say "STOP"
start appreciating the ppl around you.
say wat you wan to say to them and do what you want to do for them
so you wouldn't regret before we are away from the building forever. =)

>CHOONG< (i just write wat i wan....you may have difficulties reading...=))

tag by my blog partner

2008-12-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

Directions: once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. at the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. you can’t tag the person who tagged you. since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so i can see your weirdness.
1. i like to sleep in the afternoon cos in d morning hav to wake up at 6 for school. i think my highest record is sleeping 5 hours non-stop in the afternoon. sometimes i even hope tat we are born to dis world just to sleep. lol.

2. i don't like walking alone. i feel tat it is unsafe, don't hav "on chin gam". haha. but sometimes i still shop alone. i just did tat the other day n i think there's a "don't come near me" words on my face. haha.

3. i can't talk to guys. lol. not tat i anti-boys or something. it's just tat my heart will beat faster n my face started to get red. i don't want to, it's natural. lol. but i think it started to get better. haha.

4. i cry easily. sensitive? i can cry when i watch movies even an action movie. lol. reading touching stories can make me cry too. i can even cry when i read manga. oh... i cry when i scold ppl. tat's weird.

5. i can't decide wat to wear when i go out wit frens and even wit family. i will stand in front of my cupboard, flipping the clothes. sometimes i borrow my sis clothes. i am glad tat we r almost the same size. jus tat she's taller than me 2 or 3 cm and fatter than me 5-6 kg. lol.

6. i like making desserts. i mean i like the process but most of the time i don't dare to eat it. n almost every desserts i made is "successful" to become a piece of shit except for the simplist butter cake. lol. n yw i still rmember our dessert house. =)

7. i kind of like my eyes now or should i say eye's colour. bcos of yw. lol. but it's still not big enough. at least not as big as vic's or yh's.

8. i always find bruises on my body. some i know y but some i hav no idea where it pop out from.

9. i wana go to japan. jus bcos i like their culture. i wana learn chadou n i wana wear kimono but it is very expensive.

10. when i study, i would sing. and when i sing, i would stop studying. lol.

11. i seldom scold ppl in school. but there's one time i scolded someone. my whole face turns red. i can knew it bcos i felt my face burning hot tat time. lol.

12. i like to see ppl playing musical instrument and they r very good in it. i hope i m one of them. but i jus can't seem to play well. sob.

13. i feel shy looking at pretty girls. maybe bcos i m not one of them. lol. but everyone is pretty in their way.

14. i started to learn yoga in hope tat it will helps me grow taller. yes! i wana grow taller. but the word "tall" is so far away from me.

15. i hate it when ppl sitting next table smoke. in a restaurant or something. i thought smoking is already prohibited in public places. hate it! hate it! hate it! i dun wana get cancer.

16. i used to chat we my sis on the bed before we sleep. n we sing. but after tat one of us would say "shut up". lol.

Finally...

i tag back who yw tag but they don't hav to do it again. lol.

=.=

2008-12-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

i really love to sing wif my frens =), ok...maybe more to shout.
but it is a way to release stress...haha...before skul reopen.
the most significant year of our life for the moment being is just like erm three days away?
haha....i need all the luck or wateva good thing now for me to go through next year XD

=.= i was so "semangat" this morning to start like a "really study and no play or sleep day"
it generally failed again.
i went into sleep and used up my wonderful morning to play my bro psp.
=.= i felt so so guilty now....haih....

>CHOONG<

tag by vicky

2008-12-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

Directions: once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. at the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. you can’t tag the person who tagged you. since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so i can see your weirdness.

1) =.= i love to eat? that is why i always envy ppl wif a "black hole "inside their stomach like
vicky or even pang....coz they can eat non-stop without getting fat =D

2) I dun really like meeting or hanging out wif strangers or new frens that do not really "talk".
coz i dun really know how to start a convo wif others. I will usually pull some talkative frens out
if i have to go out to such an outing so it would not be odd. haha.....you noe who am i talking
about the "talkative frens".

3) I dun like shopping . coz i will have to stand there waiting for my mum the whole day for her
to shop. I just duno why i dun like to shop. i loves to go into shoes shop especially coz i can
have a sit. =D i just love it when we are going for lunch. the best part in shopping wif mum.
that is why i dun go shopping wif my frens. coz it will be bored.

4) i like ancient drama......i mean the drama is about ancient ppl not that drama is ancient. Coz i
think it is special and i duno why i am just attracted to it . i learn more about the culture of the
ancient citizen from china,korea or even japan from those drama. their love story is more
"pure" and not that overreacted i guess?

5) when i love the main actress or actor (normally actresses) in a drama i am watching...i have
the urge to draw it out. i will find the pic and just draw it out.

6) i can have thousand of stories in my head( mixture of drama i watched i guess?) and i will
spend my time drawing some scene on my stacks of draf paper. and i enjoy it.

7) =.= i dun like crying in front of ppl. it just embarrassed me. i will hate myself for crying in
front of ppl.

8) i am kinda sensitive? i am easily hurt by words that you may think its not hurtful but i just din
show it out that i am hurt. but its feel so good when you actually tell the person that she
hurt you.

9) i sometimes do "lecture" ppl and look like a mum. duno why. When my cousin say that her
parents doesn't treat her as good as my parents treated me and my sibling. I immediately
turn to her and give her some "lecture" that she shouldn't have such thought.

10) i loves my frens and family dearly and can do anything to make them happy. Mostly to my
family la of course. I can bear to c my parents feel sad. When they are happy , i will be
happy. (not my younger bro)

11) If i really love that fren. I will think deeply about wat to do for them during their birthday.
i enjoy making their birthday present although it will take me quite a time becoz i love them
as my frens =)

12) i hate to choose different clothes to wear everyday. when i want to go out then i will found
out that i really dun have clothes to wear. XD. i just hope that someone will choose clothes for
me to wear everyday so i dun need to worry bout that. i just take teh clothes and shoo.....=D
perhaps getting a job that required an uniform would be acceptable =D

13)i dun have any ambition yet. i duno wats my talents and wat i really like. I just hope that
some expert will pop up and tell me wat i am good at and wat job that suits me.

14) i wan to give a comfortable life to my parents when i grow. I wan to help them to fullfilled all
their wishes and make them the happiest parents in the world. =D

15) i dun really like undecisive partner in my group while doing work or anything. They will just
say i duno and push everything for me to make the final decision. =.= and i totally hate it. i
wan the whole group to make the decision together not me alone. I will just simply decide
and it will not be accurate. i believe a decision is indeed very important as the planning will
only moves if decision is made. If not it will be just another failed planning.

16) =.= phiew. it took me so long to do this. ok....last one.....i hate guys who didn't help their
parents or even sisters to do their housework just becoz their men. they will just sleep or
even play ps in front of you while you are like having a bunch of works to do. not just that.
they dun clean but they mess. all they can do is too mess the place and ask for food =.=.
then when the parents are home they will just ask the gurls...."why are the house so messy?
why didn't you clean it?" =.= okay thats my brother. i hope i won c that kind of guy again in
the future =D.

I am tagging....
1) Eunice: i duno why.
2) LEmon: personality analysis!
3)kamarul: =.= i just simply tag
4)pang: coz u r my blog partner. i do u do.
5) huicin: =D
6) jolyn : I din spell ur name wrong this time =D
7)kidshen: haha....i duno why
8)elise: i would like to read wat u write
9) hanson: =D
10)Farah?

winter solstice festival =D

2008-12-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

me and my another fatty cousin. all my guy's cousin love to eat i guess.

his face can't even fit the screen =D
me and my cousin sis who came and her new barbie.

FOOD! STEAMBOAT!

too much till it cannot fit the camera.

=.= it gonna take days to finish all up.

winter solstice festival!

made tong yuen (glutinous rice ball)

got three type. soya bean, normal tong sui and salty soup.

me and auntie. when she fed me roti tisu. kamarul's eyes widen a few cm.

haha....he is not used to see ppl feeding ppl.

ignore round face =.=

haha. i just put my phone in front of him and he closed his face all day long.

gemini suppose to be talkative ok? look at shi mun....haha

=.= Lemon who didn't talk and loves to look around. he din even dare to look at the camera.

lol =D

Kamarul , lemon, vicky in steven's corner dinner.

natsuki sumeragi =D

2008-12-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

She is my idol man....

i saw her comic accidentally in a bookstore in pudu and it costs me =.= 4.80 for a ten years ago book.

but i think it worthy now.

her artwork is awesome!

yeah!

i wan to draw like her.

her drawing is super nice!!!!!!

=.= although her comics is in chinese and old..

but i like her still!

i will practise more now.

=D photos.......

2008-12-20T12:47:00.000+08:00

Just drew....kinda like this =D
erm......i cacated the mouth and the eyes.

it will took me ten years to write this.

just learn that how hard caligraphy is.

pavillion christmas tree.

Fatty's birthday on thursday. went to eat western food.

the fearful waitress who treated me tiramisu.crazy woman wif her present.

me and the crazy woman.

the not so nice tiramisu.one of the picture. i drew seven.

Bee's birthday pressie. took the whole day to do =D

=.= i just realise i "terbalikkan" the sixteen and sweet...

>CHOONG<

=)

2008-12-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

went to times square AGAIN yesterday wif bee harn and my tuition frens....
made a birthday present for her..
=.= used my whole day for that.
watch space chimps and still i think bolt is better =D
i LOVE BOLT.....=D
yeah......thats all.
went tuition today.
bought two comic and it is in CHINESE...
i have no idea why i bought it also...
coz the drawing is nice thats all.....
i will try really hard to read the two comics =.=
bless me.....
i need pang to sit beside me and read to me page by page =D
anybody know how to do the bio folio?
my teacher told me to do and promise us the format =.=
but she totally forgot bout it =.=
haih.......i hope there are one more month holiday....

>CHOONG<

Baby pics =D

2008-12-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

coz kidshen ask for my baby pics just now...

i uploaded some for him.

so i "shun bin" post it here also la....

coz i have nothing to do =D

the "evil" me....buahahahahah

Drinking soft drinks =)

I wan ice cream.......can i? =D

>CHOONG<

BOLT =D

2008-12-13T17:42:00.000+08:00

Went out just now for a movie wif vicky =D

Watched bolt .
=D although not as fun as madagascar but it is still funny.
UNPREDICTABLE story line at first.
But just love the fat little hamster...haha....look like my brother....=D
Went for some korean restaurant thingy for my delicious lunch.
and and i saw jj lin 's head!
haha
he is not looking up so cannot c him. food is more important so we went to find for food first.
i met up wif pui san (my primary skul fren) there also.
she look damn different although i still can recognize her.
I was like wandering around the shop......=.= but she cannot recognize me and i am not sure is her or not.
But at last also we get to meet each other la....is like duno how many years we didn't meet d.
I just wander where d others go.......=.= wan to meet them back....
I was craving for ice cream nowadays ...duno why....
i m trying to control myself but i still wan to try the kindori ice cream in ts wif vicky.
at last i ate it and it was nice but not as nice as the one in the ministry of food....
=.= miss it also although it is damn expensive.....

Pictures:

Waiting for the fresh ice cream....=D

Beside the chirstmas tree...MERRY CHIRSTMAS!!!

my face got rounder as the holiday go longer =.=

0,o

2008-12-12T09:12:00.000+08:00

Just now wanted to go to joging.
Damn suffering when i wan to get out from my warm ,cozy bed.
But i manage to wake up coz i wan to pee.
=.= half way to tun razak garden, it started to rain.
My bro was like jumping happily and say
" eh! raining wei! lets just go eat......( thats the only thing his brain kept)"
then my mum is forced to change location and asked us wat we wan to eat.
My bro kept saying M.........the M.....(mcdonald)=.= he just duno that he is fat enuf fro that M
so at the end we went to pandan jaya pasar and ate "tong sui" and some kuih.
Thats the cheapest breakfast ever when i got to know that everything we eat is only
RM 7.90. three ppl eat wei....damn cheap and fullfilling =D
next time should consider to eat there again.
Vicky Ng, lets just go there tomolo.....=)

>CHOONG<

=.=

2008-12-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

i am bored~~~~~

physics haven finish~~~~~

i hate moral~~~~~

=D
>CHOONG<

=D

2008-12-09T10:13:00.000+08:00

I went to Kuala Selangor for SEAFOOD on last sunday.....
Cheap and Delicious but of course, i ate in moderation unlike my bro who "sapu" everything on
the table.
Love the "hiong peng" there....the best!
but unfortunately i got stomach ache that time...=.=, damn pain....
So i have to sit in the car and relax.
When i got better , we went to JUSCO (kepong)
and bought a pen.
The trip is overall....hmmm.....satisfying except the part that i didn't get to go to the dessert house =.= coz my mum said my father is tried.
Then, went sungai wang , bought a new spectatcles, then.....ate ice cream...
nothing special =.=....

I love Chirstmas and presents =D....but never got one.
coz my mum says chirstmas is for chirstians =.=.....
So every year i will be just sitting at home....
haih....my mum will be out this chirstmas again and it will be like nine days this time.
Sis got exam so all the houseworks i will have to do it .=.=
i can't imagine that i have to do all that by myself like last year.......
and my "noble" bros will just sit on the sofa doing nothing watching me suffer....
haih........
Vicky!!!!!! i wan to go out on chirstmas!!!!!!

>CHOONG<

=D

2008-12-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

I miss ICE CREAM.
=D i finally killed the GIANT BIRD MONSTER!!
and i found out i have nothing to do in the internet!
and still i reluctant to do my homework! =.=
Hope that mum will recover then we can finally get out from the house for at least a day.

=(

2008-12-04T10:16:00.001+08:00

Damn sad on the day before yesterday.
Got to know my results.
Although yeah, i din study for the exam becoz of F1inskul
i am still frustrated about the results.
I never got that low before and it is really heartbreaking.
especially the first day of exam's subject.
=.= i din even have time to study.
i am busy fainting.......during the exam.
and look what it comes out now....haih...
I put some necessary thing in every corner of my house to remind myself not to lazy.
I know my mum is sad bout my exam and she knows that i din study but still
i can felt that she is so worry and sad about my results.
She kept repeating that i should take more tuitions....
=.= i need intensive training on accounts .Pang! set a day....only u around i would study.
and vicky ng lets set a day for intensive training in chemistry for me and add maths for both of us.
I won let the history repeat. NEVER.
NEVER EVER.
=.= i hope that we will have pn. nurehan for our physics teacher next year.
and and a good chemistry teacher too pls. I beg you god.
>CHOONG<

=D

2008-12-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

Still doing my manga.

Vicky help wif synopsis and frontcover.

Dun worry ...i will put a BIG BIG CREDITS TO VICKY NG.

of course ice cream too la....high quality. =)

i just wan to fast fast send and for real...all my burden is DOWN

and i will be as light as feather...hohohoho.

Then i will just have ONE BIG BURDEN ....SPM

nadz just told a bit of my resuls =.=

damn sui. need intensive studies...hahaha

i predicted d la....i din study for dat =.=.....first time.

scary but still i will go to skul and take my results =.=

I drew it and vicky coloured it. i always "like" her style of designing =)

vicky will be sweating now...haha

=)

2008-11-28T10:06:00.000+08:00

this whole week , i have been just drawing , drawing and drawing.

My neck is pain and i am unwilling to wake up in the morning becoz of the tiredness.

I simply put in the dialog and did wat i can do.

If the dateline is not coming i dun think i will be doing it.

I started it so i have to end it. =) although i damn lazy.

I just drew ten page and it took me damn long time.

Now i will not blame all the comic artist for late publishing their comics.

Damn tired . But of course i wouldn't forget to play my bro 's psp. ^.^ stress releasing appliance.

Still killing the damn pink gorilla monster in monster hunter.

=.= the monster is damn stubborn to die.

Mum bought a new machine that can cook soya for us every morning.

Tested just now and the soya is damn nice. =)

Doind the synopsis and the character profile =)

Some pic i drew on the comic yesterday.

I have been drawing grasses everywhere coz it is so convinient. It just covered everything and i dun need to draw anything else =P the house look a bit cacat =.= coz i drew them for the very first time.
>CHOONG<

twilight

2008-11-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

I went to watch twilight today at ts with jo. not many ppl in the cinema. the movie was oklah but they cut quite a lot of parts especially the kissing parts. lol.

I think Jasper and Alice looks cute. haha. Rosalie is not as pretty as it is describe in the book. I like Kristen Steward. She's pretty. And I like her hair too. Robert Pattinson? I think he's too thin.

After the movie, we went to gasoline. Mushroom chicken chop was so salty. And why do they had to fry the chicken?

My bro suddenly said he want to go Japan at year end. If he is really going and he didn't bring me, I would surely kill him.

But never mind, mum ask me to go to the home stay one. So i guess i would have a chance to go there, maybe next year after spm. So, hc, let's go together. haha. if it is not very expensive la of course.

†…Pang…†

Me!

2008-11-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

>CHOONG<

XP.......tired....

2008-11-26T16:37:00.000+08:00

Have been drawing day and night coz the dateline is getting nearer and nearer.
My head is aching. neck pain.
I have never try to draw a comic before although i wanted to coz i know my skills are just not enuf yet.
My sis is the one who kept persuading me to start my first step.
Yeah, this competition is actually a force that push me to start it.
I am very happy of some of my family compliments for the first page.
But they duno bout the rest yet.
I sucks in drawing scenery and human hands. still learning that.
(I need XO to help me now!!!!!)
so the whole thing come out to be ermm....not what i wanted but it is still my first work=)
i will still submit it wif my eyes close and dun care bout the results la. al least i submitted something.
I often get distracted by my bro new PSP. >monster hunterok.....back....so i will only let vicky read it =) coz i need her to correct my dialog or sumthing.
the dialog maybe lame...so VICKY! dun laugh when i show u during the chinese class yeah?
U laugh i STRANGLE you.
and thanks for all the support from u guys! =)

will continued to ink it =.=....i really need XO now!!!! Named my character!!!

>CHOONG<

tag by miss pang

2008-11-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

1) Do you think you're hot?

nope. i m cold =)

2) Upload a picture of yourself?

3) Why do you like the picture?

coz i look nice in the uniform and i felt more confidence in that few days...and and and i

have a lot of laughter during that days. wat a memorable photo =)

4) When is the last time you ate pizza?l

skul class party. forgot when.

5) The last song you listened to?

forgot.

.6) What are you doing now besides this?

chatting.

7) What name do you prefer besides your name?

i love my name =)

People I tag:

1) vicky

2)cs

3)yh

4) eunice

5) jo

8) Who is number 1?

energizer bunny that need to be recharge everymorning.

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?

ask her la.

10) Say something about number 5?

super DAMN smart. quiet. love chicken scallop.

11) How about number 4?

cute. pretty. love to play. active

12) Who is number 2?

Woman who loves food and her 'moto-moto'

Ms.Ng's Tag

2008-11-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

) Do you think you're hot?
I dun think so. i think i m more to the opposite. lol.

2) Upload a picture of yourself?

3) Why do you like the picture?
cos i m with my so-called twin.haha

4) When is the last time you ate pizza?
last Tuesday which is 18/11 with yh n her sis

5) The last song you listened to?
Opera by Vitas. kamarul called me to listen.lol. but he had such a high-pitch. kamarul said he can talk to dolphins. i am jealous too.

6) What are you doing now besides this?
watching drama.

7) What name do you prefer besides your name?
never thought of tat. hahaha.

People I tag:
1) yh
2) jo
3) hc
4) eu
5) yw

8) Who is number 1?
A very good friend.

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
with me. lol. no la. i m her mum how to hv relationship.

10) Say something about number 5?
pretty, smart, she wil just say wateva she thinks, likes manga, likes drawing but dun like colouring. lol

11) How about number 4?
pretty, likes to sing, camwhore. long time no see and chat. wondering wat happen.

12) Who is number 2?
someone who sat next to me in 4B, perfectionist

†…Pang…†

Tag by "thin" vicky

2008-11-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) Name of the person you tagged:
1. wen yi
2. eunice
3. Shen
4. Mam
5. YH
6. chia sing
7. HSon
8. cs

2) Describe yourself in one word
Happy?

3) Who will you pick,someone who really love you or someone you love?
can i pick two? if not be loved would be better.

4) Have you ever love someone but never had the courage to tell?
my someone haven even come out yet. =) but i definitely won tell.

5) How if people reject your confessions face to face?
won happen. coz i won confess. =)

6) God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, if you love someone
special, what will you say to that person?
Erm.... i m going to the heaven now. my time is limited .So i will just say that i will always love
you. =). then *hug*....and i will not forget to say good bye! c u in the heaven next time .=)

7) What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
Watever. if u dun believe me now , i will show u the proof next time and make u regret for not
believing me. X(

8) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Is my bro counted? i m trying to be kind to him coz he is my family but he still doesn't respect
me . x(

9) Do you have someone special with you all the time?
Family and friends. =)

10) Long distance love?
nope.

11) Best place to cry?
toilet. while sleeping.

12) Who do you love the most?
my family.

13) Ever hated someone so bad?
yeah. a few minutes. worse..a few days.

14) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
Cannot remember

15) The last person you had beer with?
nope. hate beer.bitter

16) The last person you went to the movies with?
amy, farah, waffey, jack, nabil

17) The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
my dad. he called me in the jusco just now.

18) The last person you hugged?
my baby cousin. Nam nam.=) kinda like a forced hug.

19) The last person you yelled at?
brother

20) In the last week, have you kissed someone?
nope. never kiss sumone before. maybe got when i am small.

21)Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
today. my brother dun wanto wash the dishes. =.=

22) If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
to have all my wishes granted. =)

23) If you could have an all expense paid trip, where would you go?
italy

24) What reminds you most about her/him ?
huh?

25) What/who would be the hardest thing/person for you to give up on?
=.= dun understand.

26) Five facts about me
1. love money
2. love drawing
3. love tv
4. love dreaming
5. love books

27) Four things that scare me
ghost movie. losing my family. amphibians. ants!. boredom

28) Last movie you watched
Madagascar II

29) 3 of your favourite colours
white. blue. green.

my very first unfinished manga...=)

2008-11-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

have been drawing this whole month.

Hope it works.

May god bless me to finish it on time!!!!

I promise to blog bout it.

The title of my manga.

Cincai colour wif photoshop =)

the first page.

=.= still got lots and lots of page to do.

with the encouragement from vicky and my sis.

I took my first step towards my dream.=)

thanks.

i will work harder for it!!!

OMG!!!!

2008-11-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

My manga dateline thingy is coming!!!!
Oh my gosh man!!!
I m still on my like 6th page?
coz i lazy =.=......
But i am quite happy when vicky say the first page look cool.
that add like a bit of my confidence.
I just hope that i can finish it on time.
haih. i was trying to draw today but after one page i end up on my bed......
sleeping while listening to my ipod...
I plan to post the first page but as usual...i am lazy =.=
holidays really makes u lazy .....i hope that next week will be enuf for me.....
my bro insisting me to watch propasal daiakusen....
i watched a few episode and yet i felt touch coz they were telling bout high skul stuff.....
yeah, one more year and i will be like that.
I will appreciate it as much as i could.=)

>CHOONG<

Outing wif lightning blade =)

2008-11-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

went out to times square again......

going wif LRT this time coz my sis said that i have to learn to be more independent =.=

i know how to take a LRT okay? i just lazy...and it is very dangerous...=)

so went to take the public transport to times square and gone to borders.

then i called amy and got to know that she just WOKE UP =.=.......

Jack called me and they said they had reach earlier at Starbucks .

so all of us wait for amy and planned wat will us be doing next.

She reached and we watched madagascar.

The show is DAMN FUNNY. I can just LAUGH MY ASS OFF throughout the whole movie.

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE ALex....the dancing lion...haha....

It is like a "lion king" movie....A funny one.

Hope that they will be a sequel again. I will be the first one who buy the tickets.

The scene is animated prefectly. Hope that i can do sumthing like that sumtimes.

Went to subway for lunch.

Farah WALKED really fast when she is finding for the restaurant.

I guess she is really hungry.

Lepak there for a while and went to pool.

Duno how to play.....so i and amy is like jakun.

Jack placed one ball in the other table so that we won kacau him =.=.

Then we went to bowl.

MANOMETER LAMA BUSUK came late coz she is damn semangat doing her robotik thing.

Din c this semangat when she is doing f1 thing also =.=.

then i got my free coffee and ciao.

I looked dead today. so i just put the best pics. =)

The two dead ppl who slept at twelve.

PSS: Amy, waffey is a good guy....he is willing to give me 1 bucks to buy the lolipops when the manomater lama busuk dun willing to do so. i will be happy for both of u IF u are together =).

He is best fans of urs...haha

>CHOONG<

Pang's birthday celebration....=D

2008-11-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

We celebrated pang's birthday party at Redbox+ today!

Although not all of us there, but at least four of us are there to celebrate wif her.

We celebrated her birthday wif karaoke every time.

Ok maybe not everytime but i remember once, where we were in form 2 ....i guess? haha

Have a lot of fun in the k-room.

Lets flashback a while

2 years ago

Happy 14th birthday! Remember how we actually took the cake from times square to redbox ?

The Time when ur cutting the cake.....and have to bring the whole damn thing back from redbox to ur house. I helped u okay!

When six of us are sticking to each other, hoping that friendship will lasts forever.

When we went to the desert house and took a couple of pics

(I just realise my clothes are so ugly =)...and my hair!)

16th NOV 2008 (upgraded to redbox +) last time no + wan..=)

Goes wif a smaller cakes but still it is 100% handmade and it takes two day.

better than the big cake rite?

A bettter view....

Coz the cakes are too small for her to cut, we will be just focussing on singing ( more to shouting)

A better pictures of us. =)

No groupp pics. coz we r using the latest technology. PHONE! =.= nobody brings camera.

So we kept singing and singing. Everyone went quite high.

And all year long i din felt that happy before.

when we are singing erm....song...i felt like crying..coz our FRENS SPIRIT are back. =)

We shouted. We laughed. We sing. We rapped. We did almost everything in the room.

We released all the stress throughout the whole year. and yeah it did feels good.

Go karaoke when u r sad, it maybe the best solution.

Prize giving time! have to put this pic coz our pressie is wrapped in the nicest way.=)

not nice meh this picture! maybe my pose is a bit too much la. it is stills better than urs vicky!

My cupcake! Does it looks like me?

We went to the Japanese some food ministry thingy in pavillion and the ice cream does taste really good =)

(I just realised we followed the same schedule as two years ago)

Love this pic!

ok. thats the end. The best day ever throughout the whole year!

Hope it would be same every year.

Pang's birthday will be the karaoke day every year ok?

This is specially for LCS. the woman who didn't come.

Make specially for u but it ends up in my stomach anyways.

So i took down the pic for u. =)

>CHOONG<

Pang Pang...=)

2008-11-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

It might be to late to post it but at least i did it.

Not that i forget but i have to wait my turns to use the computer.

Pang Is SIXTEEN today!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I am older than her 11 months......

Her Birthday will be a "FATT" day coz it is the first day of the DAMN-STRESSFUL form 4 holidays!!!

It marks the end of the so-call-honeymoon year =)

You are always the neutral wan.

You are always the smiling queen.

The softest at the outer but might be the strongest at the inner.(nobody knows)

You don usually show ur temper. Thats the best part of you.

You will not simply scold ppl just becoz you are in a bad mood.

Feeling comfortable around you or even talking to you.

=) I am quite afraid at first for losing you, my dearest fren

coz the seperation that happens in the beginning of the year.

But luckily we did keep in touch during recess time ...haha. (the only time that we all can be together, so i cherish it.)

If not , our frenship will be long lost.

So i am glad that i am still IS ur fren.=)

Having the same interest wif you pulls us together. (except for the bitter tiramisu thingy)
When i got scared by the woman beside me =P, I will immediately turn my chair around to talk to you.
We are once the Four ACES that sticked to each other everyday. But of course not now la.
I acceptted the facts that i m in different place of urs....
When you laugh wif them....
Gossip wif them...
studying wif them....
having various activities wif them...and
WITHOUT me,vicky ,eunice and yeen hoong.
My heart does ache when you are wif ur class, and i am not wif u guys anymore.
So remember to keep in touch always huh?
I really cherish this frenship and hopes it will be forever.
Coz we are still going top japan together ARE WE?=)
hmmmm......it might not be as long as vicky's wan...but at least i wrote sumthing rite?
ok.

piew...clock haven struck twelve yet. it is still ur birthday =)

====== THE END =======

=)
Pss: I got all the pics from farah d. will blog bout it later. too long.

It's finally over...

2008-11-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Finally exam is over but i can't even rest, i got to study for JLPT and there's a lot of holiday homework. Teachers are so cruel...Not good...I haven't even open my japanese book.lol. And i haven't write my 1 and a half page essay. Haih...Nevermind, i got to play first before i start working again. Exam was too long , i even forgotten how to play my pieces today.

Time pass by so quickly
It's just like i blink my eyes and one year had pass by...
Very soon we are going to be in form 5 and very soon we are going to take SPM and then separate, hc i will miss you... 1 year and a few months later. haha.

This year, everything is different, everything had change
No more singing in the class with the girl sitting next to me, no more laughing with the whole gang, no more this, no more that
but i hope one thing is still here...F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.

And...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN CHOO!!! FOR TOMORROW

Please don't come and find me. lol. I was wondering you are younger than me or elder than me. Haha.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

†…Pang…†

Photoshop

2008-11-13T18:28:00.001+08:00

Played wif photoshop just now.

Thanks to my SIFU(LCS) who teach me the basic =)

just the basics is enuf. But will explore futher.

Love the picture above =).

Nadz said it is nice also. coz we r being ourself in this pic.

1 more day~~~

2008-11-13T16:44:00.000+08:00

FINALLY 1 more day then i am free.
But i am already free now. so not much difference.
=.= teacher just gave me the whole book of physics exercise.
It is good for me but at least give a break ....haih....
There are 4 moral essay again.
I truly hate moral coz i duno wat is that for.
at least put some more useful subject such as photoshop class or anything la but not MORAL.
A good for nothing subject.=.=

>CHOONG<

=.=

2008-11-12T16:54:00.001+08:00

today was moral paper, i was like memorizing the freaking 36 nilai yesterday, using ANY MEANS, but still i manage to fall asleep on my sister's bed.

Today, ppl were STILL holding the damn paper everywhere, so i have to hold one as well to make me look not so weird. =)

But finally the exam came and i forgot a few nilai and the definition also. I just CRAP as usual.
Then Shi mun told me some rumors that our class maybe changing acording to our positions in class for this exam.

I was like OMG! , i din even REALLY study for this exam coz of f1. I knew that i will get bad results. my results will be most probably getting futher from vicky. So i m really
DANGEROUS now. GOD dun left me alone here. If you wan to change. CHANGE me also. Dun left me ALONE!!!!!

I just played some three kingdom ps2 game thingy wif my bro. I found it quite interesting and i continue playing and playing. Can't wait till exam end....i have so many stuff to do.....=(

>CHOONG<

XD Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

All the hard subjects are gone!!!!!
Just left moral which is tomorrow, modern maths and chem 1.
Then i am as free as wind!!!!!

I don get some questions for chemistry today....
"What can you deduce from the following experiment?"
I dun know wat they wan...and i just simply write something...
I knew the results would be bad...but not too bad pls.....=(

Will blog bout f1 thing after farah gave me the photo.....
have to hafal the blady 36 nilai....ciao!!!!!

>CHOONG<

=.= exam weeks....

2008-11-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

I have no words for this exam...just felt sad for account thats all....
becoz of the stupid buku tunai runcit......
But i quite relax overall...
i still manage to faint during chemistry and biology....
i mean....really "faint" , especially chemistry...i can just sleep while holding my pencil....
i duno how i can do that and during biology i was sticking to my table till i slept twice.....
doing the paper HALF WAY you know......
haha...can still laugh bout it....kinda dun care bout this time exam d...
coz din study much......just hope that it won be too bad la....
all the HARD papers are over just left physics.....
that paper i have time to study la...will do better.....
having a phone now is cool....coz i busy exploring it...
but now i know the credits can just gone like wat? 20 bucks a week?
have to jimat now....if not my mum ask me to pay....=(

I repeat again....whoever got my pictures in F1inschools nationals final & class party...pls send to me.....(ashleychoong@hotmail.com) dun ask me why it is ashley....no answer for that...=)

Pss: ok pang! lets just do account day for everyweek.....we will take the cert together!

Oh yeah...anyone who wan to c the f1inschools finals journey...go farah's blog...i lazy to write =)
http://a-time-2-remember.blogspot.com/

Got some pic from farah's blog.....Lets just c some before she gave all to me...=)

The new lightning blade (kakak gigi besi not here) Dages f1 is finding for her =)

Amy looks taller here LOL...=)

Haha....the auntie beside me is a SUPERCOOL MUM...who have the best sotong goreng ever....

I look like the Big MAMA here...LOL

wait till i got my pictures...post later.

Exams...

2008-11-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

Account...sucks....lol
I think i am gonna fail. sob. I open the test paper and found my mind as blank as a paper. I didn't get to balance both accounts. so sad. And... got Buku Tunai Runcit. En. Nik, why u didn't teach us that? but luckily I saw jolyn holding the Buku Tunai Runcit paper before the exam, so I kind of read a bit. Haha. Special thanks to jo and sue ann. Love u. Hope I did it correctly.

Physics...not bad
Section B not bad. Except that I didn't notice that we have to use spring but hc said teacher type wrongly, it suppose to be manometer. And...and...I change the data to SI unit. Is it correct? Idk.

I went to Martin today. Don't have tuition. lol. I went there and saw the timetable all seminar. A very kind guy tell me today no class. So sad. Waste my time. If not I would be sleeping on the bed. Didn't get to study today. Sleeping and singing the whole day. Haha. Just can't resist the temptation of singing. Oh, yw! How am I suppose to give you the cd?

Oh yes! Tomorrow holiday! Thanks to the form 5. Arigatou gozaimasu. One more week to go. Gambatemasyou!

yw p/s: let's do more practice together! And help me say tq to aunty.

†…Pang…†

To Lightning Blade:

2008-11-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

( i just got this pictures sob sob....so whoever got the national finals pic..pls send to ashleychoong@hotmail.com)

Entering this competition makes no regret in my life now. Perhaps it might be the best lessons and memories ever. I learned a lot...truly. I learned to control my temper and learn to say out loud. I regain my confidence and not as cowardice as last time anymore. Meeting "YOU" guys...my team members might be just fate that bring us together. Remember how amy join us? our forth member been changing till we found amy....thats how she came in. Fate really play its role. Together we learned about reality, emotion and the "true colours" of the world. We even learn about how to communicate, play with technology and more. Laughter(alot) and tears( not me) that we have been through will put a mark in our life to make our life shines even brightly. All the new "vocabulary" will of course followed us. I knew that i almost flunked this most valuable chance when i am depressed and stress. I just want to say SORRY to you guys for my childish and unmature acts that make you all worry for the spiritless me before the competiton. I am glad that i continued the journey with all of you. I almost flunk my year end exam but i seems not to care much bout that becoz i knew that what i got is much valuable than the piece of paper. I will just prepared to close my eyes when the results are out. =)

Hope that the fate that brings us together will form an everlasting friendship!

Lets go eat the ABC to together next time and go drunk again! =)

PSS: lightning blade rocks forever!!!! ( although the laptop just flew away =()

team members analysis:

nadz:(true especially the last sentence)

Capricorn is conservative and Aries is impetuous, fiery, and impulsive. Both need to dominate. Aries is extravagant and Capricorn is more frugal. With a lot of patience, this union actually could last the long haul believe it or not. Aries is experimental Capricorn is conservative. Capricorn is settled and practical. Aries likes to spend and Capricorn is security minded. Aries is headstrong and impulsive Capricorn must be sure of winning before taking the chance. Both are strong willed and thinks they are right. Lots of fights but a lot of making up

Amy: (quite true)

They share the same goals and like the same type friends. They are both fond of security and money. Capricorn makes Taurus feel secure and Taurus likes Capricorn’s sense of humor. They will do well over the long haul. Taurus admires Capricorn’s strength of purpose, and Capricorn is delighted with Taurus’s affectionate stability. Taurus can give encouragement and responsiveness Capricorn needs. Both are earthy and passionate. Capricorn is loyal and Taurus is devoted. Both value money, security, and are home lovers. A strong union.

Chia sing: (not really true)

Cancer is shy and sensitive and needs affection. Capricorn is brusque, aloof, and domineering. This pair is a polarity (opposites) in the Zodiac. If they can overcome their opposites in the temperament this paring could have a chance. Capricorn is too career oriented and Cancer is a definite homebody. Cancer is shy, sensitive and needs affection. Capricorn is brusque, aloof, and domineering. The differences may prove to be too great for a lasting relationship. Cancer’s emotional demands are too much for Capricorn and Cancer’s need for warmth will be frustrated by Capricorn’s aloof coolness. Cancer withdraws and Capricorn becomes tyrannical. Opposites.

Farah: (100% true)

For Sagittarius: You are impulsive, risk-taking and always looking for adventure that frightens the cautious Goat. This is really not a suitable union, You are far too different to ever exist together.
For Capricorn: You are far too different in your likes and dislikes. The adventurous risk-taking Archer finds you boring due to your cautious, routine nature.
Sagittarius’s frank outspoken nature is sure to rile Capricorn's sensibilities. Capricorn is restrictive, a loner, known for its dour outlook. Sagittarius is venturesome, sociable, expansive. Both should look elsewhere. ( Source: Astrology Fun )

http://www.dressking.com/horoscope/index.htm

Going to the f1inschools competiton tomolo...=)

2008-10-27T16:37:00.001+08:00

going to the "brisbale hotel" tomolo till sunday......
i "misunderstood" that the hotel should be near cineleisure damansara but it is at "chow kit"
sis say at nite ,chow kit is quite dangerous...=(
anyway...
damn happy coz its gonna be over....
exam is coming and i m not really ready yet...=(
i m packing for tomolo....brought alot of stuff and books...
wanted to bring my biology reference book but can't fit =(....
presentation will be on Wednesday.....we are the first one wei...duno happy or sad.....
but i think we have to wait for other contestants to finish their presentation then we can be back to the hotel....can go jalan-jalan...XD

oh..ya! finally...i got my number! coz my mum kept fussing that i always use her phone....bla bla bla.......whenever she lost her phone she sure go to me....so she prohibited me to use her phone........
this friday i m definitely coming back for physic's tuition.....then go back to the hotel....
just thank god that i have a dad that is willing to do so.....=)

wish me luck that the "curse" won't occurs again.....
i just hope everything will went smoothly unlike last time.....=)
anyone who wan to go visit me can go to cineleisure damansara on Saturday....=)

Pss: Vicky! c u on Friday....really dun worry about to much okay? call me if anything happen...=)
I am 24hours on call....=)....

Pictures update..=)

2008-10-24T16:57:00.000+08:00

the old lightning blade reunion =)......

With jacky and the broomstick....=)

Choong_Pang

darts deviat's car

VIP to LB's booth

class teacher with her chicken

Gang photo

Class party...=)

2008-10-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

Class party today......'old' lightning blade reunion....=)
took a lot of pictures....quite happy......
the food was enough...more than enough.....
"ta bau" a lot home.....pictures all wif my frens.....will post later....
some ppl that i duno polluted my chatbox...
i just wonder why they want to do so?
i really dun remember that i got offend other ppl or not....
but if i do so....pls use a better way to tell me.....i will say sorry...
but the acts were really childish.....i dun care about it but i just wan to tell whoever did that pls
do something "wiser" other than polluting other ppl chatbox wif some awlful vulgarities...=)
Do something that is better than just wasting ur time typing something unnessary here....

>CHOONG<

=)))))))))) =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-19T15:16:00.001+08:00

First aids exam finish!!!!!!! yeah.....another burden is down.....felt much lighter now....

Still got three, exam , f1 and my comic.....then i can "really" enjoy my form 4.....which is a not so pleasant year but got a lot of new experience that is beneficial for me ...i guess??

woke up at 6a.m......then went to skul....everyone was like SO scared.....especially "vicky ng"
i m trying to calm myself down d.....but when she practise bandage on me....her hand kept fidgeting.....and her frequency was trying to come to me but of course i "blocked" it wif my clorets!!!! (sweets)

the written test is the least scary wan cause the questions are not that hard.....
the cpr is okay.....still okay.....
the transportation was like....i look like a dumb woman who simply answer questions...=.=
the bandage! i killed my casualty becoz of my silliness....too focus on bandaging and forgot about wound....and the sir was looking and me fircely when he said....
"a little bit cut on the patella(knee) ,then u bandage like this?, thats for fracture....and what u did will cause the casualty got infection, then shock then he died....." he kept staring at me ~

then i was so scared and duno wat answer he wan from me.....i said "sorry" =(.......
i swear i won kill my casualty like that ever......i won repeat this mistake anymore.....

going to do my homework now....=)

>CHOONG<

Saturday=)

2008-10-18T21:32:00.001+08:00

Went to yeen hoong house to do first aids practise...
quite fun...laugh alot...=) .....practise is always fun at somebody home....duno why
dun like to practise at skul.....

then add maths tuition...=.= got homework...but good for me la....

after tuition i thought can go eat the wantan mee in pudu...miss it...=(
but failed.....plan failed coz my sis got meeting at 4 and i have to follow her at 4
to do my uniform measurement......felt a bit scary coz like i dun even know who is kit yan' s mum but i went to her shop....like going to a stranger shop without knowing anything?
dun like the feeling...=(
Luckily she is such a friendly and super nice person..........

I should not be a "COWARD" anymore....i have been always afraid of anything and push to somebody else......i should tried all the things that i afraid to do so that i will grow to be someone better....

watched oprah today.....saw miley cyrus 's dad said one thing....quite meaningful....
He told the things that thomas edison said :
"Failure is a recipe to success(something like that la).......when u failed once....u found a way to get nearer to success"
I love that......i always afraid of failure.....i always love the "safe" way....
I will now change myself to be better.....i will tried...=)

First aids exam is tomolo.....super scared now....duno why...but i will tried to finish the "damn thick manual " today.......

>choong<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-10-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday!!!!

Can't on9 yesterday so wish u a day late....

I have prepared ur present....go get it from yeen hoong...

not costly but still u have a present rite?

i have told u before wat u will get but i improvised it.....=).....from the suggestion form my sis....and vicky

Turns out to be better la.....

So hurry get the thing from yeen hoong coz she also wan to c it and show vicky also...

I wrapped it, that is why i dun let them c it....let them c after u unwrapped it...=)

So Happy sweet sixteen =)....

>CHOONG<

Frog dissectting...=)

2008-10-14T14:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, was a "quite interesting" day...i guess?
some "pakat" din come especially the "guy" who promise to dissect the frog for my group.
So....we have like...four toads in our class....the BIG one....look ugly as well...
I DO really dislike toads or frogs alot....but the frogs zitian brought is kinda cute...luckily we dun need to dissect them...=).
So the super brave vicky and dayana...(the future doctors) will dissect the toads!
Bm teacher is afraid of the toads too =).
okok....back to bio.....we brought our toads up to the lab and the lab assistant made the toads "pengsan" using chloroform. there was a super active toads escape and jumped all over the lab....
ME? i ran away really really quickly........i went near the toads only when it is safe enough =).

So i will be doin the fish instead...yeah the dead one.....i was shocked to c how Dr. akmal just tore off the fish face like nobody business.......0.O
but i got to c the gills, quite cool...

Vicky is busy dissecting the toads really careful and not bursting a single organs of the toads....
I felt like she is poking me when i saw her poking the toads.....
yeah....i saw all the organs clearly and it was quite fascinating actually...u can c the toads mini stomach and even the large intestine which contains feaces....

But i felt a bit traumatic and didn't eat my lunch yesterday...
dun feel like eating....so i straight go for my nap....to forget about the toads...
I think that experiment is for us to remember the structure of the toads forever....really u can remember it forever.....

>choong<